Well, the show will air tomorrow and looking at it, it seems the camera has added a good 40 pounds to me and my hubby and I hate that! BAD angle. Makeup, Wardrobe, stat!

Either way, I love my popwreck and I hope that the documentary gets that across.

It seems like a lot of the others like the preacher are doing it to get their own TV show or make millions like Hollywood.TV, whereas I told Bruce (the producer) straight up, that if Britney gets better, I mean really better, Poor Britney would not be a fan site- there are plenty of those.

We would love our popwreck no matter what but probably announce that we’re happy she’s better and close the book. Why wouldn’t we? She would no longer be Poor Britney and thus, I served my purpose and  helped her get better!

Kristi, PoorBritney.com

WHY I DO THIS
I’ve told you before, I don’t make anything off of PoorBritney.com. Maybe a couple a bucks a month on an ad here or there. It actually costs me money and a lot of my time to do this (and I have a real job too!) but I felt I needed to, when she was being hounded round the clock, and no one- not even one family member was there for her.

I’d find myself glued to the blogs and news like I was during the OJ trial, just waiting to hear the horrible news that she had died.  I couldn’t believe my eyes each and every day when I’d turn on the news or see online video of Britney driving in circles, behaving really strange and a fleece of paps behind her.

I’d never seen anything like it and I could not believe that our beloved American pop princess had become this dark, sick, almost unrecognizable person. I would stand there in shock just saying “What the hell” over and over to myself. I could not believe she was out on her own like that, speaking in British tones, wearing her pink wigs, baaaaaa’ng like a sheep. It was UNREAL and creeped me out!

What bothered me even more was that NO ONE around her was doing anything. Sam Lutfi and Ali Sims would be like “oh, she’s fine” when it was clear that Britney couldn’t even form a sentence. It was like being stuck in the twilight zone.

I just felt I had to do something. Being only 30 miles from Los Angeles, I just felt like “this is a human being and no one seems to pity her at all. Everyone is living the good life at her expense. I was really bothered by this. And I kept saying to anyone who would listen, “Where is her family!!!???, don’t they see what we are seeing on TV?’

Toward the end of her breakdown is when I started PoorBritney.com I thought maybe if I start blogging everyday about how sad and tragic this is, people will start to help her before she dies.  Now that her family is back in the picture, she is no longer all alone with the Sam Lutfi’s and Adnan’s of the world.

I can rest in peace now. Once she being cared for, the blog went from discussing her daily madness to finding cute Britney artwork,satire and pop culture about her. Kind of a gathering of everything that had been said, written, or drawn about her by various people at that time. I wanted to categorize it and keep it on the blog, sorta as a history record.

And for the record, I said Britney is like my new Princess DI because she is hounded and fragile, yet we are all drawn to her for some reason, NOT because I wanted to see her die in a car crash because of the paps. My reference was that it was heading to that before her dad stepped in and stopped the madness. It almost took her dying for anyone to act on protecting her!

Bruce Fletcher, Producer of Saving Britney Spears

Some blogs are jumping to conclusions from the soundbite. It’s not what I meant and if you ever took the time to read this blog, you’d know ALL my posts are in good humor and pity for her, not mean-ness. It’s not deathofbritney or Whenwillbritneydie, it’s POOR Britney, get it?!

The whole purpose of Poor Britney is that I feel sorry for her and yet, I pity her deeply and feel like no one is helping her. That is how Poor Britney was created so those that think we may want to bash her, couldn’t be more wrong. I want to cuddle and protect my Britters!